Monday, October 22, 2012

UTAH TOUGH MUDDER!!

Just over a week ago on October 13th, I accomplished my 3rd Tough Mudder!! The course was here in Utah, out in Tooele at the Larry H Miller Speed Track. I have to say it was the toughest one yet, but TONS of fun!! I had my brother Jaren with me, his brother in law Eric, his nephew Evan, Evan's friend Mitch, and a workout buddy DeMill. Our team name was Pain Garage and we did AMAZING!!!

Our start time was at 11:00 so we got there about 2 hours before. The weather the day before was really rainy and cold so I was very nervous with Saturday being the same. When we got there though it was nice and sunny, but the wind made it pretty cold. Then about a half hour before we started, a lovely overcast hit us and made things even colder! I have to say I was not looking forward to it since our 2nd obstacle was "Arctic Enema" where you have to get completely in and under ice water! I just tried not thinking about it though as best as I could! Then standing at the start line while the announcer goes over his ritual sayings and with the music blaring, really got me pumped!! I knew I could do this no matter what conditions!!

We started strong running about a half mile before we got to our 1st Obstacle "Kiss of Mud." It's a barbed wire obstacle that you have to army crawl under it in the mud. After we did that, "Arctic Enema" was well in view and my heart started pumping fast! I knew what was coming!! Getting in that cold cold water is like a whole shock to your body and you feel like you cant breathe! It literally takes your breath away! I managed of getting in and out as fast as I could, but once I went under the board to the other side, there were a bunch of people in front of me and I had to wait what I felt like FOREVER before getting out! Once I was out, the wind was blowing hard and that made the cold even more intense!!! 

Once all of us were out, we just ran, trying to keep our bodies warm! We had a good ways to go before we got to the next obstacle. With our bodies moving, I actually felt pretty good and not cold after a bit. We hit about 7 more obstacles one being the "Berlin Walls," another "Kiss of Mud," "King of the Mountain," and "Dirty Ballerina." That one was fun! You had to climb in and out of these trenches full of muddy water and there were about 15 of them! 

The next one that I was nervous about was "Electric Eel." That one is like the kiss of mud, but you get zapped with wires full of electricity that you cannot avoid! Last TM in Phoenix, I got zapped about a good 10+ times and it did not feel too well! So me knowing what it felt like, made it harder for me to do it again! Once I was there and ready to go in, I just hauled booty and went through as fast as I could! Luckily this time, I only felt a few little zaps and one BIG ZAP! I was out of there before I knew it though and oddly enough, it was fun!!  I think it was more of the adrenaline from it that I liked! 

The one after that was "Balls to the Wall." It was a brand new one where you had to climb a wall holding onto a rope about 2 stories high and then come down the opposite side of the wall. Looking at it wasn't bad, but once I started going up and then coming down, I realized how high I really was and kind of froze a bit! I am not a huge fan of heights, especially when I don't feel in control of what I'm doing. That one was probably the scariest one for me! I was glad to be back on the ground that's for sure!!

At that point, we hit quite a few more obstacles where since there were so many people, we had to wait, which wasn't good for us keeping warm and our muscles warm. I think about that time in the race is when I started getting cold and uncomfortable! Plus, there were more water obstacles ahead, so that made it hard to look forward in doing! 

We did the "Funky Monkey" which were the monkey bars over water. The bars were so dang slippery that I only made it to the 4th bar and then fell in! The very first TM I got all the way across, but the last 2 times, my hands just kept slipping! Very frustrating! We also did "Walk the Plank" where you climb up a platform and then jump off it into water. The last time was so fun, but because it was SO DANG COLD, it made it harder this time to do it, but I got enough guts and went for it! And MAN that water was COLD!!! 

I was freezing by that time and was just ready to be done! We ended up doing "Everest" which is a half pipe you have to run up and get to the top! I was so tired and cold, but managed to get enough energy to run up it and luckily the guys at top helped pull me up! My brother tried 3 times before getting up! He did awesome though and kept at it instead of giving up! 

Then last, but not least was Electricshock Therapy." That one is similar to "Electric Eel," but you run through it and the electric current is MUCH more intense! Oh, and you are in water too! As we were waiting and next in line, a group of fire fighters before us went through. This guy in his late 30's got shocked, fell down, got shocked again and again and ended up freezing up and had a seizure right then and there! It was so bad that they had to unplug the electricity and pull him out! He was in real bad shape and after seeing that, me having been through it twice, thought, Not worth it to me at all, and we ended up skipping it to the Finish Line. 

We were SO happy to be done, were freezing our butts off, but had a blast working as a team and accomplishing 12 miles and 21 crazy obstacles! Like I've said before, during TM I think, why do I do this to myself??, but once I am finished and look back, I am already looking forward to the next one!! 

So there you have it! Just a glimpse of another TM!! I am so happy to have done it with Jaren and all the other guys! It was the most fun I had as a team and hope we can do another one together!! Oh, and a huge thanks to Douglas and my sister in law Kellie who pretty much ran majority of the race to get pictures and video of it all!! So until next time... Here are some pics of the day!!

Before "Arctic Enema"

AFTER!!

Jaren and I 

"Hold Your Wood!"

We survived Electric Eel!

"Just the tip"

Still going strong!

"Balls to the Wall"

Still Smiling :)

Lots of team work!!

Cliff Hanger

WE FINISHED!!

Jaren and Kellie

Loved the Support!!








Monday, October 1, 2012

Another Reminder


I dont know what it's been, but this last week has been a struggling one for me mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually, you name it. I've been doubting myself in so many ways that's it pretty ridiculous!! I have really tried letting go of these negative thoughts and feelings, especially when I have been working my butt off to accomplish my goals with work, family, and myself. It's been hard, but I've been trying to keep at it.

Today I was not feeling up to do anything, and I mean ANYTHING! I stayed in bed most of the morning after taking Haiden to school, and then meant to go to the gym and do a few things around the house, but had no desire. I was so mad at myself too because I am one who is always keeping busy and wanting to get things done.

I guess I'm too much of a perfectionist in my everyday life whether it being a good mom, wife, friend, and just all around person. I try so hard each day, but when things don't go as well as I hope them to, I get too hard on myself and put myself as a failure. It is very frustrating.

Later today as I was bringing the kids home from their performing group, I looked in the mail and got a bunch of cds from Jenny Phillips of the Christmas CD and 2013 Youth CD I recorded with her and her choir. I have been looking forward in getting them and FINALLY had a sense of happiness today. As I played the music, I couldn't help but feel a peace within myself, and a reminder of the love I have from my dear Savior. No matter how I feel about myself certain days, I have to remember that He is there, and no matter how alone or lost I feel, I can turn to Him at times like these.

It's been hard not going to church with conflicts of my work schedule, and I realized today, I have lost sight on things spiritually. It's amazing how not doing one simple thing each week like going to church, can slowly bring down a person. Listening to Jenny's music though brought that amazing spirit that I have been longing for, but slowly have forgotten over this past month or so.

I know I can't change my work shift on Sundays, but I now have a better understanding on what I am missing right now in my life. Even if I can't get to church, I can still do things to keep me close with my Father in Heaven. I am truly grateful of getting the music today and am so happy it came just when I needed it, to remind me of my importance and great value as a person.

So once again, a BIG thank you to Jenny, and for her amazing message she brings in her music. It has helped me SO much, especially in my toughest times. I am very blessed to have music in my life where I can feel the spirit the strongest, and feel that warm embrace of love and peace from my Savior, my Redeemer.

One of the songs from her new cd "Stand in Holy Places," she sings "When I See Him." It is just so amazing and I couldn't help but cry listening to it! I couldn't find it yet to share since it is new, but I hope to share it soon.

Here are the words of that beautiful song:

When I count
All the ways that He has blessed me
When I think of Him in the garden
My heart can hardly take it in
My mighty Savior, Lord, and Creator

Chorus:
And one day when I see Him
And touch His hands
And look into His perfect eyes
I want to be worthy and proud of how I've lived
When I see Him, when I see Him
When I see Him

On that blessed day
When I am called to stand before Him
When He pleads to the Father for me
I'm sure I'll fall upon my knees
My dear Redeemer, Molder, and Teacher

Chorus